I was just talking to Jaq last night about this boy that I used to like back in BYU, He liked me so much and I did too, the problem is he's leaving on his mission and I know I'm not really going to wait if I'm not sure that he's gonna be the one, so we just stayed friends but we always hang out and we know that we really do like each other so we take care of each other, oh~ actually it's more like he took care of me hehe, I was too busy and really more focused on school which made this boy think that I don't like him as much as he likes me, BUT maybe he's right... idk.
Anyway He's name is Shun Yoshida, he's from Okinawa Japan. You know what's really interesting is that, I've always liked brown local~surfer type boys but Instead, I attract more Asian and Haole boys :( not that i don't like asian boys I just like brown skin guys :( but it's okey anyways so He messaged me at end of last month from his new facebook telling me that He just got back from his mission and He wanted to see me, and I was a bit shocked actually because I somewhat forgot about him and I felt really guilty not sending him any letters while on his mish. I accepted his friend request and just right after that he messaged me again, shell shocked on my marital status that says MARRIED TO.
We chatted for a bit on skype and I felt his disappointment, and there was an awkward pause...
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