I know I’ve been busy and I’ve been shrug’n you off my head, I don’t mean to disregard you but I have to…because when I don’t do anything I keep asking myself questions that I know you won’t be able to answer anymore.
So it’s not that I don’t care, it’s just that I do care that I don’t want what happened make me break down and stop moving, not just because I have other things that I’m worried about, like my jobs, the paper work and transferring of name for the house that we’re buying and going back to school and building my online shop It’s really not just that, it’s because it won’t do anything, It won’t bring you back to life, You’re gone and you left all us. I’m not telling you that what you were carrying is not heavy it is, it’s really heavy but I’m scolding you for not taking advantage of US of your friends that you know are always here, We never leave each other even thought we’re far away! You know that and you even told me how grateful you are that all of us still communicate! So yes! I’m scolding you for not using us to vent or not just to vent, but to help you, if you need to go to a rehab counseling just like what you did before I’d be there just like before… I’d be visiting you and bringing you food and magazines and books.
I’ll always miss you, you’re part of the band and you’ll always be in our hearts. I know the place where you are right now is beautiful and peaceful, nobody can hurt you in the special place, but I hope you see us, I hope you see me right now typing this letter for you, to tell you that nope I didn’t forget you, It’s not that I don’t care, I do I care a lot that It really broke my heart.
I love you girly, you were one of those special friend that I could always call one of the best friends. Now you don’t have to worry, now you can rest, now you can only dream of happy things were everything is peaceful.
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